1. I have supersonic hearing. Is this a  dream. the words fade to a line. a form is blurred until… until i pick it up again. my hand crawls across my face. fingers pulling the skin as it walks. Indenting and shaping with its weight. I am prophetic. I can see the way fixing my own mistakes seeing all the flaws for what they are and endlessly hoping that eventually, with every word, with every misshaped letter, that sometime (i am afraid to write the word for fear i will not do it justice) and in that struggle, in that fight, they slowly come. The world is quiet and dark and for one moment i am beautiful.

    I have supersonic hearing. Is this a dream. the words fade to a line. a form is blurred until… until i pick it up again. my hand crawls across my face. fingers pulling the skin as it walks. Indenting and shaping with its weight. I am prophetic. I can see the way fixing my own mistakes seeing all the flaws for what they are and endlessly hoping that eventually, with every word, with every misshaped letter, that sometime (i am afraid to write the word for fear i will not do it justice) and in that struggle, in that fight, they slowly come. The world is quiet and dark and for one moment i am beautiful.

  2. getting sad doesn’t get easier. being weak doesn’t mean being colder. 

  3. The world
    The world is upside down.
    Clouds are shivering
    in the
    Mountain cold

  4. sometimes id like to slice my skin open
    to see everything that comes out

  5. You should follow my art blog. Rachelsmadhouse.tumblr.com

    You should follow my art blog. Rachelsmadhouse.tumblr.com

  6. Life’s a funny miserable mess when you stop taking control of it. 

  7. tossing and 
    turning
    tearing  

    im starting to feel sick again
    shifting in my seat

  8. Bleargh.

  9. ugh. What I wouldn’t give to use my mouth for something other than drinking.